Saturday, October 10, 2009

A Happy Anniversary!!! But Not Anymore

8 years ago on this day of 10th October from no one he became someone in her life. This day was always special and they always wanted to celebrate it together. He promised her that whatever may come, whatever situations they have in life he will come to meet her on this day be with her, celebrate their togetherness even though they are not together the same way…But then promises are meant to be broken isn’t it. So today she is once again without him without talking to him and without letting him know how special this day is to her.Never she had thought that some day in life this moment would come where they wont be talking on this day. She knew he wont come but still somewhere in her heart she was hoping that he might come out of no where.Hope he gets lot of happiness and many more beautiful days in his life to come. This is all she can wish for him.

Years ago when we met,
We started knowing each other and looked ahead
A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
You lit my life and I held both your hands.

The day was bright the day was serene,
The day was also the October tenth.
This day when we came as together,
And I thought it was all forever.

Your eyes filled with love,
Your smile so soft and tender.
You told me... I love you,
On the 10th of October.

There was a special kind of happiness,
That only love can bring,
And I thought I found that happiness with you...
You were my everything .

Holding me in your arms,
Never letting go,
Trusting every word I hear,
Just because you told me so

Today this day comes and goes,
You are not there is what I know,
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why did you say that, if you knew it wasn't true?
Why did you say you loved me,
Then turned around and set me free

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
The day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

I wished somehow I could say,
A Happy Anniversary in a loving way.
But I know this day we are not together,
Has no meaning left to you in any way.

Much more than any other day,
This day was special to us in everyway,
Anniversaries are meant to be happy and to be together,
But I know that’s not going to happen, For now and forever!!!!


Hopeless Romantic said...

Beautifully written, extremely poignant and i am quite sure writing about it would always heal the wounds...get it out of the system is the best way of dealing with heartbreaks

all the best

PULKIT said...

This was a delight to read!
filled with honesty and emotions!

Singh Amit said...

I don't know if it is a fiction or reality...But reading you post one could feel the overwhelming sense that we term as "Love". A mesmerizing and captivating post.. :) Cheers!!

sujata said...

lovely words, poignant thoughts. I wish you all the good things in life, I hope that some day 10th october will be just 10th october to will stop noticing the significance of it..

Anonymous said...

Hold off your precious lines for someone who d care for your feelings n expressions sha :)

my previous words still hold good for u.

cherish ur feelings for someone good. u know ur feelings can be very honest n divine for somebdy, but let tht somebody be deservin u too.

dont waste ur feelings on heartless snobs dear. the words u write in every post are too honest and precious. treasure them. you would need them in future when you would get somebody who d love u for life.

think about it.

anushree said...

to be optimistic is what people makes life easy..give happiness a ur self n the world is with u...tears r for loosers not meant for u...
jo beet gayi so baat gayi(harivansh rai bacchan)
happy living!
thanks for sharing such a beautiful post!!

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Butterfly Thoughts said...

Thanks for being so sweet and all your wishes. I dont know if ever that day wud come when it wont have any significance for me.

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Butterfly Thoughts said...

@hopeless romantic.thanks for coming to my blog.yes its sure the best way just it doesnt gets out so easily:-)

glad that you liked it.Keep visiting:-)

Its not a fiction its a true story.
glad that you liked it. Keep visiting.

In life we miss things that we want to have badly and we dont have.Whatever feelings we have for someone we love cannot be out so soon.Thanks for the comments though. they do make sense:-)
they say no no one is worth your tears and the one is will never make you cry. But life is not always like that.

Thanks for the beautiful thoughts:-)keep visiting.I know life is all about to be postive else you cant survive.

Thousif Raza said...

its beautiful, the words you have used are really really good, very touching ver nice

take care and keep writing............

Mustaf said...

First my apology for not able to visit here for quite some time as you know I was busy for good reason :)

Now, would you believe it almost made me cry, even though I am living a very happy life with love and everything, still as if realizing every bit of your words.

I can only say my best wishes to you and i am still waiting to see a happy go lucky post from you:)

praveen said...

i dun know y.. but i thought of this today and decided to pen down a few words... never knew tat u also had this beautiful side of u deep within. i knew u were more expressive with words written than said.. but here its u all the way saying and expressing every bit of pain.. ppl say that time is the healer.. but i dun know if this holds true here... m not worth to say nethin.. but still can wish the best for u........................................................................................................................................ i hope u wud get the words between the lines dotted out... take care...